Is it possible to be filled with faith and doubt at the same time? Yes!
You can have faith that God wants you to do something and still be scared to death. Courage is not the absence of fear. Courage is going ahead and doing what you’re called to do in spite of your fear.
You have to begin with the faith you already have – it may be just a little, but you start there. A beautiful example of this is the story of the man who brought his sick son to Jesus in Mark 9:
Jesus looked at the man and said, “I can heal your son. If you will believe, I will heal him.” The father then makes a classic statement: “Lord, I do believe. Help me overcome my unbelief.”
Have you ever felt like that? “Lord, I have some faith. But I also have some doubts.” This man was filled with faith and doubt, yet despite his honest doubts, he went ahead and asked Jesus for a miracle. And he got his miracle – Jesus healed his son.
No matter how weak or how frail you think your faith is – it’s enough.
Matthew 17:20 says, “If you have faith as small as the mustard seed, nothing will be impossible to you.” That’s not a lot of faith; in fact, it’s just a little faith. But what else does that verse teach? “If you have faith as the mustard seed, you can say to the mountain, ‘Move’ and it will be moved.”
Don’t get this reversed. We like to read this verse backward. We want it to say, “If you have faith like a mountain you can move a mustard seed” – as if it takes enormous faith to do a very little task. But that is not what the verse says. It says: “If you have faith as small as the mustard seed, nothing will be impossible to you.”
Everybody has faith – the difference is what you put your faith in.
God wants us to start with the faith we have. Based on the example of the mustard seed – you don’t need a whole lot of faith to do great things for God. You just need a little.
So here is how it works:
Little faith + a very Big God = Huge results
You take your little faith and say, “Lord, I believe! Help me with my unbelief!” And you put it in our Big God. And then he’ll show you how he works out huge results.
Blessings - Pastor Tom